nvr never NEVER reject my call again!!

yesterday night.. i told himthat i will chat with him during 10 o clock~ but my dad suddenly wanna go out to hv supper.. so i smsed him that chat at 10.30pm.. he is emo.. but i cannot help it rite? cuz i cannot say i don wanna go.. okayy.. 11.00pm i reach home.. then i straight away call him~ but he kip rejecting my call!! and off his phone after that!! i was damn damn sad.. cuz i cannot contact him at all.. i do not wanna call his house phone cuz i scare i will wake his parent up.. and his parent will scold him.. and somemore that time is ard 11.30pm.. quite late de.. i kip calling him.. kip KEEP calling.. do u ppl knw wat do i feel? i feel so lonely.. so scared.. i cried.. i called leanne, one of my best fren, after that.. i cant stop from crying.. omg!! i kip praying.. i hope he will on back his phoneee.. but he din.. i slept at 1 o clockk.. wake up at 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 o'clock!!!! i din really sleep well.. at 6 something.. he called.. actually i shud hv reject the call.. i wanna let him knw wat do i feel!! but i am not hard-hearted enough to reject.. i m juz not hard-hearted enough to rejecttt!! haiz.. we chat for 1 hour++ i thk.. although i am happy de after i chat with him.. but.. i don knw why.. i kip thking wat happen yesterday.. i kip thkingg and thkingg.. i cant forget wat had happened yesterday.. sorry danny.. gv me time to forget.. but don blame me cuz u made out everything.. if u pick up the call yesterday.. then it will not happen so many things.. i knw i shud stop this topic de.. but i cant!! cuz this really really matter me ALOT.. sorry again~~ and remember.. nvr nvr nvr reject my callll................