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I hate the one that i love the most. What should i do?

First Issue:

- should i forget it?
- Should i ignore it?
- its bothering me.. srsly..
- because i hate the one that i love and respect the most..
- i cant believe that the one did something like that to me..
- wth.
- FML

Second Issue:

- i srsly dont knw how..
- i just hate it so much..
- i really wanna reject ur request..
- I cant believe that i actually agreed..
- wth.. just let me go..
- yeah i know.. you cant..
- so yeah FML

Ciao

Busy Busy Days! (:

Oh well! (:

Mon-Tues: Work @ Melacca
Wednesday: Body Check up + 冬至 (idk what is it called in Eng) so need to go home
Thursday: Bro PMR result out..
Fri - Sun: Work @ Melacca

Hmm.. I went to the Edu Fair..
I have decided to do ADP for Actuarial Science in Sunway!
Jan intake! (:  yup! I hope i can get to know more new frends!
and to be honest! I am looking forward to get to knw more friends!
weeee...

I need to work at Melacca..
Help my auntie out! (:
and urmm.. == its tiring.. srsly..
drain all my energy!

I miss LiEan and JinTeng so much.. srsly..
if u girls are reading this..
urmm.. 2010 is going to end!
and i am so looking forward to 2011 xD omggg..
and yes! I am getting older!! hahaa

OH YEAH! I NEED TO THANK SOMEONE..
I DONT KNW WHO IS HE THOUGH..
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING MY IC BACK TO MY HOUSE!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
I srsly cant believe it!

okk... let me explain..
I dropped my IC @ don knw where..
so a guy picked it up and send it back to my house according to the address on my IC..
I wasnt at home cuz i went to Melacca today!
so my sister saw and she said it belongs to me..
and then he left..
Thank you so much.. (: (: (:

Alright! (: Bye!

Friday - The last 5C gathering.

Sigh.. I am going to miss you guys really very badly..
I cant believe that 5 years have passed..
Those days with you all......
Will always keep inside my heart..

On that day.. something happened..
LOL we meet at 6.30pm and drag until 9.30pm only can eat.. ==
hahaha xD but its okay larh!
We had tons of fun after that though!

Not much descriptions larh!
Pictures will do the talking larh! xD
haha..

Our Monitor! :)

Love you! :)

:P

Muah! <3

<3 this!

My bff!! (: Best fren FOREVER

Ying ying! (:

LiShuen! :)

MeiKee!! My gf!!

Ruth! xD Do we look alike? (:

More pictures in fb!


We had our dinner in a Japanese Restaurant (Kura) at One World Hotel!
The food is nice! (: but expensive ==
but anw I hope we will have more gathering larh!

I will definitely miss you guys.......

I am out! :)

Skype Meet up! FUN!

Sorry for not blogging at all!!
I have been so busy!
I like it though! :)
But.. == I hate it when i get toooooo busy until i dont have sufficient time to do my stuff..
Alright! ^^ Here you go!

I will make it into few diff posts so that it wont look messy! :)

No doubt. The gathering was so fun! (:
Thank you so much everyone for not ffk-ing!!

In the morning, I went to fetch tommie and dylan with my mom and bro..
It was so so so awkward ==
Like dont know what to talk bout and stuff..
I was so worried..

But after that when jinwei and zhuwei joined us..
Everything changed! Thank you so much JinWei!!
He was like as if he knew everyone there ard..
Talk as if he knows everyone there!
Thanks weih!

Kelly was there when we were at McD!
She was with her frens so she didnt really join us.. (:
But she is pretty! (:

Patrick didnt really join us too..
Cuz he need to go to subang to buy stuff..
and when he came with apple..
I was like.. Hi Apple! He is ur bf?
Apple: No.. He is Patrick..
Me: ==!!

LOL.. To me Patrick sounds like a fat guy maaa T_T
haha so yeah!
Karhie is nice.. but he didnt really join us too..
sigh..
But he is really a nice guy to me larh!! :)

Then we went to the theme park..
Well.. The theme park srsly.. ==
made me feel like vomiting!
I had so much fun larh!
But too bad.. Apple, Karhie and Patrick didnt join us!

but anw, after the cosmo world, we went to sing K!
LOL! Everyone loves singing so much!
The only one who didnt sing is Zhuwie ==
But anw, he did sing a bit after that! xD
haha.. Everyone is so cute! (:

I am proud of u sons and daughter!!

Love you all! <3

Tommie - Bff!! (:

Dylan - The smart and hardworking one!

My brother! :)

JinWei - The IceBreaker

Omg! I LOVE this so much! ahahahha xD one of my SWEET memories

Love it!

Zhuwie - The "GPS"

Ciao! :)

No regrets.

Spm is over. Finally. (:

Yup! No regrets.

Hope i can get good results larh! :D

Hmm.. I am going to become so busy after spm!

lol! its a good thing right? (:

I am going to learn japanese! wuahahaha!! xD

This week is going to be a busy week! lol

Thursday: Gathering - the spm skype group

Omg.. this is insane!

T_T I am so worried now..

alot of ppl keep asking me what i am worrying about.. ==

geez! A lot to worry about larh kay?

1. Will ppl ffk?

2. Will they go back early?

3. will the gathering be bored?

4. will everyone talk?

5. do what there?

sigh.. hope i can sleep well tonight.. ==

Friday: Gathering - 5C 2010

Thank you so much MK for organizing this gathering!

(: muah love u gf! (:

I am so looking forward to this gathering! (:

weeeeeee..

Saturday: Midvalley Edu Fair

== yeah.. edu fair

lifeless

Sunday: PWTC Facon Edu Fair

== Yeah.. another edu fair

lifeless

so yeah! ==

I am still comparing Sunway and Taylors..

Which one is better? hmm :/

I mean for ADP programme larh..

Which one is better? (:

To: Someone (Kitty)

I am going to lose a bff again. lol.. I feel sad larh srsly.. 

i mean.. i am fine.. (:

But nvm larh.. Since to u i aint that important anymore..

Thank you for treating me so nice b4 (:

will nvr ever forget u! 

i knew it.. knew that it will become like this..

cuz u are a guy ma.. guys arr.. is like that one..

nono.. i am not sad.. dont worry (:

because.. u said the same old things like what the other normal guys will say..
because.. you did the same old things like what the other guys did.. 
i am so prepared for it ard.

You said: Yvonne u can trust me.. i wont hurt you.. wont leave you..

at least i will be ur bff forever! (: 

lol.. stop the crap.. u are just like the other guys..

thank you so much.. srsly.. you make me lose more faith in guys..

guys are not trustable.. srsly.. even guy bff also cannot trust..

oh wait.. did u even take me as ur bff?

or i am so stupid enough to think of it that way?

I am alright.. dont worry.. (:

thank you for teaching me a lesson! (:

You are a nice guy! (: u are nice really.. (not being sarcastic)

no matter how nice u are.. u are still.......................... a guy.........

Yvonne


Sons and daughters.. (: If u are reading this.....
haha i am alright! dont worry so much! 
Muah! (:

-No Title-

CAN YOU PLEASE LOOK AT ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU?

CAN YOU PLEASE ANSWER ME WHEN I ASK YOU QUESTIONS?

CAN YOU PLEASE STOP STARING AT THE STUPID COMP WHEN I TALK TO YOU?

CAN YOU PLEASE STOP ALL THE STU*** ACT LIKE A TEENAGE WHEN YOU ARENT?

CAN YOU PLEASE NOT IGNORE ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU?

I HATE INTERNET.

I FREAKING HATE THE INTERNET AND COMPUTER.

YOU ARE SO FREAKING LIFELESS.

SRSLY. HOW CAN YOU STARE AT THE COMP WHOLE DAY JUST FOR THAT STUPID FB?

HOW CAN U WASTE MONEY TO BUY THAT STUPID IPHONE JUST FOR THAT STUPID FB?

DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE IT?

DO U KNOW HOW FREAKING FRUSTRATED I AM?

I CANT FREAKING TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS!

EVERYONE IS LIKE THE SAME.

A ON COMP FOR DOTA.

B IPAD EVERYDAY

C FB EVERYDAY

D ASTRO EVERYDAY
E IPONE EVERYDAY

OMG. WTH? DONT U GUYS HAVE A LIFE?

I HATE I HATE INTERNET. EVERYONE IS FREAKING ANTI-SOCIAL NOW.

WTH!

YOU GUYS ARE SO LIFELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO LIFELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO LIFELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO LIFELESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SRSLY! 

i cant stand it anymore..

i will collapse anytime......................

This is insane! =="

LOL.. I am so happy today!

Finally, i am using unifii now..

The speed is fine and fast.. (:

no problem larh until now (:

Yup.. obviously i am wasting time now..

lol.. and a bit stressed..

cuz u know larh.. my bio is my worst subject weih.. 

i really dont know how to get A+ for bio..

The only subject that will tear me apart.. 

sigh..

but anw..

i am so excited and scared in the same time! xD

i am going to meet my internet friends soon! omg omg omg

lol.. so excited and scared!! xD

and my mom will be with me for a little while? 

haha xD

so then.. here is our convo..

Me: Mama.. i am meeting my internet friend soon.. You going with me ar?

Mom: Yesh! I am going! haha And i am going to say hi to all ur friends ^^ and i will take picture with everyone of them! hehee ^^

Me: mamaaa!!! noooooooooooooo!! omgg.. dont scared me weihh!! 

Mom: dont worry larh dear.. I am going to say, tommie tommie come come.. take picture with me.. ^^

Me: omgomgomgomg.. nononono!! mama! be like a mom larh! strict a bit! T_T

Mom: haiyo.. so serious for what? ^^ need to be friendly a bit ma.. and i am not that old larh kay? i am only 28.. (in fact she is not ==") hahaha ^^ Tell ur friends ya! tell them to get ready to take picture with me! ^^

-The End-

Holy Jesus Christ..............................

I am so dead..

Ciao :)

P.S: Tommie ==" be proud.. :P

What you see is NOT always true

Yeah.. Dont ask me why i am blogging..

It has been awhile since the last time i blog..

And i am pretty sure that no one is reading this..

but anw.. sigh =/

I just finished my physics P2..

kinda screwed it though..

chose the wrong thing.. lose 6-8 marks AT LEAST..

sigh.. but its okay..

Paper 1 got 3 wrongs..

hopefully got A+ larh

i am so damn in love and addicted to spm skype group..

i met a bunch of new friends from everyone in malaysia..

got malays, chinese, chindian.. lol..

we are united eventhough we are of diff races..

i feel so proud that we can get along so well.. :)

and urmm.. feel kinda down..

am i rich? well.. to be honest i am not..

i dont have branded stuff and dont use branded stuff..

yeah.. i am studying in a super expensive school..

but this is not enough to prove that i am rich..

because my parent work dman hard for me to get in..

both of my parent is using iphone 4..

hell yeah.. jealous right? me too..

they are rich not me.. i dont own any of it..

my dad using ipad.. rich right?

please.. is them. not me..

i cant afford any of that.. 

i can only say, i am blessed..

srsly.. i am blessed that i am not poor, dont need to worry about money..

but please.. i need to get scholarship to further my study on my own..

i need to work hard to get money to continue my studies..

If i am really that rich, guess what? i wont give a damn..

i am chilled..

dont worry :) 

ciao :)